Looking at those pictures, 

I am truly happy for you.

After all these love-hate feelings, rollercoaster rides, late night world cups,

We meant for someone else.

We need to just chill-and let it be.

Everythings gonna be okay.

N/R

I don't know how to live anymore.

I'm just broken.

Finally.
I'm happy for you.

Work is getting boring now.
I need a luxurious job that can support my everything without being boring-
Like a chocolate tester, do a travelog, fortune teller or a DJ if u know what i mean

FUCKKKKKKK DEPRESSEDNYAAAAA.

Boringnya depressed.

Once a month kinda affair.
Everything loses its novelty.
Everyone gets tired of me.
I need to be with someone who has amnesia.
So everyday it's like we re exploring each other.

Or stop exploring each other.
Whatever.


After so many times you are proven right, and also proven wrong --
How do you know?

Im serious.
How do i know if my gut is working.
I think it's been broken for years.

Send help.
X

How do we know that we are not making the same mistake again?

How can we trust anything?
How do we know?

Send help.

EVERYTHING IS FUCKING BORING.




Hello boys and girls.
Have you missed me?

I've missed me.
The perpetual angry bitch.

So many things have happened.
So so much.

I am still the same.
I was different.
I was playing so many roles and trying to adjust but when i'm in bed at night, i'm back to myself.

Just me and myself.
A 32 year old fucking love affair.

All i want,
and all i have ever wanted is to be simple.

I want to be a mathematical problem.
An equation on the blackboard.


So many things mean nothing to me and the very few things that do,
people don't believe in.



Good to know N, that you have been coming here.
How can a person feel so lonely?

So many questions never the answers.


M

Cinta Dramatik Melawan Graviti, Not!

It got me thinking. Its been a week you know.
Drama sangat&&&
Kesal. Tapi untuk apa?
Tuhan bagi cash kat dunia terus.
Dia sayang kan aku. Terima kasih.
🍀🍀

personality

I'm diagnosing you in my head.
You - are having a depression with anxiety disorder.