I didn't quite made my point earlier.
I mean I was lying again.

I hate looking stupid the most.
Tak suka org ingat I bodoh,tak suka when people
mcm dismiss me senang senang and I look up to orang pandai
like omg bijak gila kau sub specialist kau belajar kat
Japan kau ada hospital sendiri kereta kau pergi pasar
Merc putih berkilat keren mampus kau bela 30 ekor kucing
spesies macam macam and diorang semua ada bilik sendiri siap air cond.

Haah.
I overworked myself to death to impress you.
And rupanya beban tak tertanggung.

Sorry to let you down.
I shall be myself next time.

Sebodoh sepandai sekurang apapun diriku.

Because now that you've let me know that I don't need
to prove myself to you.You knew.

Thank you. <3

I have a problem.

I am a controlling,psyco,super manipulative and sly person.
So everytime,every second,every little thing in the world,
kasi contoh picnic this weekend,the moment my mind was set on it,
automatically mcm ada plans and flow charts berenang renang dlm otak.

Magically.
My mind plans for me. Tanpa I work on it.
So sometimes it's good because I have a solution for most things.
But the worst part is when I have thousands of solutions,
but none I really need.

Mcm tadi.
Amik kau terus blank mulut keluar uk ak uk ak
pastu balik rumah buat wayang bawah selimut nangis sampai tercungap.

Sekarang all I need to do is ajar diri utk I don't know, go with the floe.
Susaah ni,the only time I'm going with the flow is when
I lie about going with it.

I need Fadzilah Kamsah. Or some hawt motivator.
Or a vacation. Of a fix.

See? Plans lagiiiiiiihaih.

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Selalu sangat datang sini senyap senyap,baca posts lama tapi tak tulis apa apa.

Sebab apa eh?


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